5 days

So yeah I have 5 days to be completely moved out of our apartment! I have barely even started, and what am I doing? Not packing that's for sure. I'm avoiding it at all costs. I've started I cleaned out the pantry, which probably wasn't the smartest thing, because now we have no food to eat..lol. Poor husband. The bathroom is almost done too. I've packed all of our movies and books which made me feel like I've accomplished something. I've been feeling really crappy these last few days. One thing is I gained three pounds at weight watchers this week, so I still haven't broken the 15 mark it's been about two months that I have been almost there, and then I gain that week and it takes like three weeks to get back down to where I was, and then I comfort eat because I'm upset. I wanted to have lost 20-30 pounds by now. It's my own fault because I'm still eating whatever I want to. But still. It's depressing. Then there is this whole packing thing. I'm way overwhelmed. 5 days? AHH!! I never really completely unpacked from when we moved here which is good that means less packing, but it makes me feel like a failure. Plus mom brought up the other day that I never even invited her and Doug over for dinner. Great! I just wish I was better at being a good wife. Martin assures me that he loves me and he doesn't have any problems, until he runs out of clean clothes because I didn't do the laundry. I don't cook hardly ever. I just think I should be better at things than I am. Anyway I'm going to go find something else to do to avoid packing.