5 things I'm thinking about right now

--I finally finished blogging about our California and Vegas vacation. Check it out.

--I'm now working full time for RS and I moved stores, so it's closer to my house which is nice, and it's a busier store so I should be making commission consistantly. I'm a little anxious about it, but it should be a good move. I'm still wanting and looking for another job, but until I get one, this will have to do. It makes Martin happy that I'm working more. Me? Not so much.

--Yesterday while I was having a nap, Abbi snuck out and ate a whole bowl of English candy, wrappers and all. Stupid dog. She's all plugged up. She's thrown up a few times and got out some of the wrappers, but her belly is still bloated and she's been really lazy. I'm taking her into the vet today at 4:00. I'm a little nervous that it's going to be super expensive, I hope she's ok though.

--We signed another six month lease at our apartments. Not what we wanted to do, but after the vacation we didn't have extra money to put a deposit down on a new place, so we're stuck. It's not a bad apartment, but we are tired of it and want something bigger.

--It's that time of year again when I have babies on the brain. It doesn't help that everyone around me is getting pregnant. I still don't know if we're ready, but at this point I'm afraid we might never be ready for kids. I almost wish that it would just accidently/magically happen so the choice is taken out of it and we could get it over with. That sounds horrible doesn't it? I do long to have a family of my own though, and to give my mom more grandkids and Gayla some more neices and nephews. I think I/we are mature enough to take care of a baby. The lack of sleep, changing, feeding, bathing and basic things, but I worry about the stress it would put on our relationship and the financial strain and what that would do for our relationship.